Fallon, I love you! You will be in my prayers! Benjamin and I walked this same path. It’s a heartbreaking roller coaster ride! I wouldn’t even go to baby showers. I wish I had all the money back from the pregnancy tests I bought each month. Lol. I am not going to tell you it will happen, cause I got tired of hearing that too. None of us know what the future holds for you and Erik, but I do know who holds it and I promise you, HIS will be done!