I was badly deceived by a lot of ministries. I felt that i something was wrong with me. At a “laughing show” i remember praying that i would get the laughter. It too me while to realize that the new spiritual experiment was NOT from Him. But i was hard headed and still went on more bunny trails. Hen i cried out for TRUTH, it was simple. Just follow Him as He taught in the gospels. Now i never look back and can look forward to what His purpose is for me. Blessings, fw