When I came to know that I am a sinner, I was terrified, distraught, and in anguish. Then, when I learned what Jesus did for me and how amazing His love is, I became overjoyed and ecstatic!! So, now I’m an overjoyed, ecstatic gay man who knows that my calling in life is, at least in part, to figure out how to be employed by the Holy Spirit to help straight people and self-hating gay people know what wonderful things God can do in, with, and through a Spirit-filled and Christ-serving gay person whom God has graced with a loving, same-sex partner.