That’s an inflammatory thing to say, amirite? But no, I’m not really suggesting anyone reading this is going to hell; I am no fortune teller, nor am I a judge. I am also quite aware that Mormons have a very specific idea of hell that does not include fire and brimstone. Maybe that’s why until recently, I never feared it much. And I’ve always fancied myself a good person. I try not to do things that cause harm to others, and I would even go so far as to say I try help people, places, and things (nouns love me)! But the further I’ve drifted from some LDS practices, the more I’ve felt the tug of hell at my heels, and I can’t help but wonder if I’m going to end up in some Spirit Prison/Telestial Kingdom/Hell, whether of my own making, or Satan’s crafty hand or what have you. And it’s not a pleasant topic to dwell on.