I struggled to find that settled place. I remembered a time I was at the beach in North Carolina with my family. I usually do not feel comfortable in the sun, but this time I was warmed by the sun, yet a perfect breeze hit me to keep me at a perfect temperature. The noise was loud enough to distract me from interruption, yet distant enough, that I could focus on myself. I never remember having a moment like that in my life. I struggle to focus and remain calm and comfortable.