Joey as they sa y,it’s darkest before dawn. Sometimes are foundations are not strong enough to weather the storm we are facing.And when God sees that sometimes he needs to strip all the land (life)to make way for a new foundation to be built so are new life can weather the storm s that we will see in our lifetimes. It might be hard to handle now but a year or two from now. You will be so much stronger physically , and spiritually that you will look back at this positive experience as a blessing in surprise. I know that doesn’t seem to help you now in your current situation. But try to be positive about all the changes you will experience and observe what the lesson ,that is to be learned from it and take a negative experience and make it a positive experience. As the angels call it transmuting the energy. And pray to the heavens and angels to take your anxiety,depression,adictions,or desires of the flesh, and ask them to help you with these kind of earthly problems and God will help you if you say and mean it from your heart,and put your emotions in it. And the universe will be inclined to help . According to universal laws read them and learn about how great your Lord and universe are. GOD BLESS you son and we love you and be strong