I understand. It is a daily struggle to live. We have to have grace with ourselves on the hard days where we find ourselves tired and discouraged and look for all the good because there’s always something to be thankful for. Look at that swing as a sign of hope! God will give you the desires of your heart and I know you bought that with a hopeful heart! I keep buying stuff and it helps my heart. Believing one day I’ll be holding our miracle! Coastal Fertility has been wonderful and y’all will love them if you make it there. You’ll be in good hands. Thinking of y’all too!