In his young life he's loved two people, been in love with two people, and both have broken his heart. He'd thought Lisa had hurt him when she'd left him - Then he remembers, he remembers when she'd turned up at the White House to do a piece for Vanity Fair and how she'd reminded him that he had left her to go and work for Jed Bartlet. And he had. He had left her. Just as he'd left his $500 an hour job at the Law firm. He'd left her. Just as he's left Toby.