This story is nearly identical to mine!! Small church, pastor’s wife speaking in tongues, not being able to find a suitable replacement church. The triggering moment for my questioning came when the entire sermon was watching a Todd White video where he healed a boy’s eyesight. I believe in miracles, but something didn’t sit right with me about that video and about our pastor’s reliance on it. Afterwards they had everyone come up to “try” healing because the pastor’s wife announced that they wanted our church to be like that.