The vices in my life are whats holding me back and im trying everything on my power to avoid them , however my whole world seems to be falling apart all around me in every way and I have never been more lost in my life. I know what I feel I need to do but im loosing hope and im scared and that’s not me . I am soon to be released from the hospital and to go where as my wife or ex now of 19 years has gotten us evicted and is moving up north with her mother which I just moved her before checking into ER and is taking my daughter with her and im ok with that as long as she is happy and given the life she deserves as we are very close and I don’t mind traveling to see her. Any advice would be greatly appreciated as I am so totally lost and dont have family to turn to for help or advice. Thank you for your time.