There's something which is gonna affect not only me but also the people around me. Almost everyone who probably loves me. Still I have to tell this. But I don't know how to tell them. Because this is not the first time. I don't know how to tell them that this disgusting human being is gonna make their life worse along with his own. And I know they are gonna adjust just for this man. But for how long? How long am I gonna hurt them? How long do they have to compromise for a human who doesn't do any good for them? How long? Idk what to do. I really don't. I guess I should go ahead and make the decision myself by not letting them do so. This is probably the safest bet. So that they'll have to adjust probably for one last time.