Prayers for you Fallon and Erik. Josh and I have been going through the same struggle. I bought a $100 swing when we first started to have a baby. I hate the sight of seeing it because I just break down. He has none of his own so I feel like a disappointment to him. I hate when people say “it’s just not your time yet”. This month makes month 12 for us of traking periods, ovulations, basal temps and other things. It’s so heart breaking. Our doctor is giving us until feb 1st and if no positive test then we will also be making a journey to coastal Fertility Specialists. Praying that your journey will soon come to a big positive.