I do n't believe that LeMar girl is a bit better than she ought to be . I wish I 'd never taken her to board , and if you say so , I 'll send her packing right off and not give her a chance to make mischief atween folks . '' Estella 's suffering found vent in a burst of anger . `` You need n't do anything of the sort ! '' she cried . `` It 's all nonsense about Spencer -- it was my fault -- and anyhow , if he is so easily led away as that , I am sure I do n't want him ! I wish to goodness , Aunt , you 'd leave me alone ! '' `` Oh , very well ! '' returned Mrs. Bowes in an offended tone . `` It was for your own good I spoke . You know best , I suppose . If you do n't care , I do n't know that anyone else need . '' Estella went about her work like one in a dream . A great hatred had sprung up in her heart against Vivienne LeMar . The simple-hearted country girl felt almost murderous . The whole day seemed like a nightmare to her . When night came she dressed herself with feverish care , for she could not quell the hope that Spencer would surely come again . But he did not ; and when she went up to bed , it did not seem as if she could live through the night . She lay staring wide-eyed through the darkness until dawn . She wished that she might cry , but no tears came to her relief .
Next XXXXX she went to work with furious energy .
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