Mistakes
The last thing I recall, the sun and the snow
Your fingers felt so cold
You warmed them in my hands as the daylight faded
It feels so long ago, where are we now?
I don't know how
But I can almost feel all my intentions failing

Let's pretend that we
Can stop this faking
Hold me like you need me
Hold me like the world is ending

Watching your eyes well up from what I've put you through
You carry the weight, believing you're supposed to
Meaningless words, I've seen them scar and bruise
I don't mean to hurt you, I don't mean to hurt you
But I always do

If I could only stop being so insecure
Making my affliction yours
The screaming in my head, so loud I feel it caving
Please let me recant and start over now
I don't know how
But I can almost feel all my intentions failing
Let's pretend that we
Can stop this faking
Hold me like you need me
Hold me like the world is ending

Watching your eyes well up from what I've put you through
You carry the weight, believing you're supposed to
Meaningless words, I've seen them rip right through
I don't mean to hurt you, I don't mean to hurt you
But I always do