Stillalive
[Verse 1]
I remember when I felt alive
To feel something, I have to die
Long days, sober nights
Anything to get me by
Crawling, creeping
In my skin, I'm barely breathing
The taste of bleach never tasted so sweet
The taste of ink always makes me complete
I'm still alive 'cause I wanna feel better
I'm still alive, yeah I'm still alive
I remember when you tried to die
I remember

[Chorus]
All these emotions overflow in my cup
Drink till I'm sober, drink till I'm fucked up
Up in my feels, got me down and out
Like oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
[Verse 2]
Promise I'll get better if you stay with me
I've grown tired of feeling incomplete
Misfit, you can't fix me
Try to fill me up, I feel empty
I got problems that you can't see
I gotta let go, God help me, now
I try to push down the pain
Drained it, it's gettin worse for days
The choices that I made have forced my reflection
I wish I could feel something
Why am I overthinking everything?
I'm on my knees praying to kill my obsessions

[Chorus]
All these emotions overflow in my cup
Drink till I'm sober, drink till I'm fucked up
Up in my feels, got me down and out
Like oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I try to push down the pain
Drained it, it's gettin worse for days
The choices that I made have forced my reflection
I wish I could feel something
Why am I overthinking everything?
I'm on my knees praying to kill my obsessions
[Outro]
I fucked up too many times to not get this right this time around
It's who we are now, it's who we are now
I fucked up too many times to not get this right this time around
It's who we are now, it's who we are now